Joshua,
I'm paying more attention than ever before to my body and the way that it's feeling. Lately I've been noticing little quirks that I assume represent something, but I have no idea what. Tonight, as I prepared myself for a talk with my ex, I noticed a random pulsing in my left shoulder blade. It's been happening all evening -- before, during, and, even now, after our chat. Another ongoing thing I've noticed is a whooshing sound in my right ear.
Both are just something I've become aware of, but haven't necessarily been bothered by. I'm curious as to what message, if any, they (and other things like them) hold for me. Is one or both of them a sign of resistance? That would make sense for the spasm in my shoulder blade, since it's occurring around the same time as a conversation with my ex, but I really have no idea what the whooshing sound is meant to be.
I look forward to receiving your input.
With love,
Kyla
Dear Kyla,
Every cell in your body is seeking and receiving well-being. You cannot create in the reality of the cells, but you can and do influence them with your thoughts and feelings. When you have resistant thoughts, you feel negative emotion. If you can look at the situation from another perspective and feel relief, the negative emotion soon subsides and has no effect on the cells in your body. If you can look at the situation and practice the art of analysis and diminish the intensity of a limiting belief, you'll feel relief and this too will stop the momentum before it effects your body. However, if you persist in your resistance and wallow in the negative emotion, over time you will influence the cells of your body.
What you are doing is feeling good which causes alignment with source and allows well being to flow, then you are feeling bad and this temporarily reduces the well-being that is flowing, then you recover and feel good again which turns on the tap of well-being. You are constantly modulating from feeling good to bad and back again. Over time this roller-coaster effect wears and the body. Persistent, chronic resistance causes inner conflict and stress on the body.
When you feel stress, you stress the cells of your body. When you feel ease, your cells return to their normal functions. As you move in and out of stress, the cells must work to make millions of tiny corrections and adjustments. This is what you are feeling.
Most people would call the aches and pains part of the normal aging process. However, that's a limiting belief. There are lots of people who never experience these things. It is simply from the habit of giving into negative emotion (by resisting the message and failing to chose a higher perspective or analyzing a limiting belief) that the cells must work to maintain their functions in an environment that restricts the flow of well-being.
So yes, your cells are stressed, your body is stressed, and your resistance causes the stress. In time, your cells will get tired and a more serious condition could arise. If you want to help your body, you must once and for all give up your irrational fears, your doubts, and your current approach to life. Nothing serious is going on here. You do not have to make anything happen on your own. You do not need to coerce the conditions. Simply allow whatever is happening in the moment or remove yourself from it. It is far more important that you feel good now than hoping for it in the future. You see, you create your future by the way you feel now.
You are loved and supported and there's nothing to worry about.
Joshua
