Arnaud Question #35

 

Dear Joshua,

I have a question about the momentum that we create in our reality and how to influence its direction towards what we prefer.

I am at the end of a few very busy weeks at work. I realise that I create my reality and that what is coming to me is a perfect reflection of what I am vibrating. I have two choices at the minute, either to accept everything that is coming to me as perfect or to feel negative emotion and resist it. I must acknowledge that I do feel negative emotion at the moment, in the sense that I would prefer more ease. I feel like I am spinning plates whilst running in a hamster wheel on one leg. And I fear that I am going to drop these plates one after the other and make a big mess.

My conclusion is that I can't sustain this pace. I also realise that this is based in fear because I am projecting myself in the future instead of being in the now and acknowledging that I have all the power in the universe to deal with it. I feel at a crossroad so to speak and have been dealing with an increasing amount of manifestation events where something crops up in my reality. These are reflecting my fear that I have missed something (or dropped a plate, so to speak). I have to go back to people and apologise. In doing so, I try to process the fear that I am not good enough, or that I am going to make a mistake, and all the consequences associated with that by proving to myself that I do an incredible amount of good work, that my colleagues value me, that I come up with brilliant ideas, etc. I wrote a note of apology to one of my colleagues a couple of days ago for not getting back to him on a couple of occasions in the past few months. I tried to pour as much love into the note as I could, seeing him as a catalyst for this expansion and appreciating him for giving me the opportunity to face and process those fears.

I guess, what I'm getting at is that I realise that the momentum that I am currently building is not one I necessarily prefer. I would love more ease. I would love to feel more confidence that I can cope with anything. I want to truly feel my magnificence and invincibility.

I was wondering whether I could use the couple of weeks of holiday that I have coming up as a means to change that momentum towards what I truly want. How can I best to this?

With love,
Arnaud


Dear Arnaud,

The only thing that is real is your perspective. In the perspective you choose lies the fear or the ease. It's not that the reality of the conditions exhibit any fear or ease on their own. Nothing is inherently good or bad, it's only good or bad to you. It's not that anything is always good or bad for everyone, it is only good or bad, right or wrong for you. That's it. It's all up to you.

You perceive the conditions to be overwhelming, but that does not mean everyone else would feel overwhelmed. Many would and some would not. If you want to become a match to ease, you could quit your job, travel to India, become a monk, and live in ease. Or you could perceive your conditions in a way that makes whatever is, easier. It's all within your power. It's all within your ability to choose your perspective.

You think that your are overworked and so that is your reality. You could be driving in a car and perceive that you were going fast. Then you could get into a race car and what you once thought was fast, was actually slow. It's all a matter of your perspective and you can choose whatever perspective is more or less empowering. If you choose a perspective that is more empowering, you will maintain your alignment. If you choose a perspective that is less empowering, you will bring in fear. In fear you receive urges to change the conditions.

How are you feeling now? You feel overwhelmed. Why do you feel that way? Because you perceive that you cannot do all that you need to do and this brings up fear. The fear then attracts urges to change the conditions. How can you change the conditions? You could quit. You could ask for help. You could tell them to stop giving you so much work. Or you could simply be in the moment and bring forth energy and intelligence from another realm. However, there's a problem with that. The problem is that you believe that you need to control the conditions. If you are suddenly able to do more, you won't feel less overwhelmed, you fear you will give them all a reason to give you even more work. Your belief that you are overwhelmed is really a tactic designed to control the amount of work you receive.

Imagine that you are capable of doing ten times more work than you do now. Imagine that your current perception of what you are capable of is flawed. If you had no fear of failing, of making mistakes, or lack of time, you could easily do more than what you are doing now. However, you believe that any improvement to your productivity will be met with even more work and that's something you think you do not want. That's because you are emitting the vibration of 10% Arnaud and not the vibration of 20%, 30%, or even 40% Arnaud. If you became 40% Arnaud, you would be four times as productive as you are now. What would that mean? That would mean that you would far surpass any position this firm could have for you. You would soar on to be something so much bigger. Would that be overwhelming? To 10% Arnaud, it would be too much to handle, but to 40% Arnaud, it would be only slightly overwhelming. However, 50% Arnaud would be bored. Imagine 100% Arnaud.

You are a being of love. You are limitless. All limitations imposed are imposed by you and by no one else. You think you are performing well now, but you have no idea. It's simply your perspective and it's limited. Step out of the shadow of doubt and embrace much more. Stop trying to keep it at bay. Welcome it in. Bring it on. Handle more than you can possibly handle. Understand that everything that comes to you is for you and so you truly want an abundance of things coming your way. Be in the moment. Bring forth energy in the moment. Do what is interesting in the moment and when it's no longer interesting, go home, have a glass of wine, and relax. Worrying about what others think or what the future holds must be exhausting.

With our love,
We are Joshua

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