Dear Joshua,
I'm feeling envious of others. Not a new feeling (or habit) for me. How do I approach this learning opportunity without being in hurry to catch up? I want to be more-better! I want to channel, I want to be able to speak my beliefs more clearly to those who are ready to hear. I want to turn things around and feel that turning more often, and quicker.
I can be very appreciative of my understandings and where I am, but then I can hear myself complaining. I know that it's a form of judging and comparing and I'm not happy with this habit. I also see it's worrying or attached to the outcome.
Your view?
Thank you,
Allyson
Dear Allyson,
Isn't it good to feel negative emotion? That is resistance and resistance causes contrast. Contrast helps you birth powerful desires and these desires carry you forward to where you want to go, as long as you don't resist where you are going or how long it takes you to get there. There is no rush. You would not like every desire to manifest as soon as you think of them. You want the journey to the manifestation. You want to change into the vibrational version of you who is ready for all you desire. The journey to the manifestation is the interesting part. When you are channeling, that will be another stage and you'll be on a journey to something else. You will never get your final destination because as soon as you do, you'll be on to another journey toward something even more exciting.
Complain if you want. That is just resistance. Imagine flying on an airplane to London and complaining to the flight attendant every five minutes as you ask why you haven't landed yet. You would not want to land at any other place than London, so all you can do is be happy, read a good book, and enjoy the flight. You'll get there when you get there and that will be the perfect time.
You cannot be attached to any specific outcome either, because unlike the trip to London, you're entering uncharted air space. You know that the destination will be fun, exciting, and interesting, but you have never been there before and so there is no point attaching any specific outcome. All you can do is trust that the pilot knows where she is going and that the airplane will carry you there safely. By the way, the pilot in this example is the universe and the airplane is physical reality.
You have just started this one on one conversation with us. There is much more to come. You cannot imagine the version of you who will exist in just a few short months. Your vibration is expanding and rising. The version of you who exists now cannot see that far ahead. Your perspective is limited. Drop your resistance, go with the flow of life, give up the need to complain, complain if you will but understand that it just causes you to focus in a way that isn't very helpful, and enjoy this part of the journey. You will never have this part ever again. Once you move to a new level of expansion, you cannot go back and do this all over again. This is a very fun and exciting part of the journey and you are best served by relaxing and enjoying yourself.
With our love,
We are Joshua
