Dear Joshua,
I feel I have been making vast fundamental shifts in the way I perceive my reality these last few days. I'm feeling very appreciative, loving and confident. Hard to put into words but I can feel myself falling into actually starting to really BELIEVE in all this hocus pocus :)
Intellectually, I've been onboard for what seems like a very long time, but it's entirely another thing to really believe this at your inner core. Now I'm just starting to glimpse what appears to me as the crest of a very tall hill I've been marching up "in effort" my entire life but very soon I will be going downhill effortlessly into my dreams. It's actually scary on some level (what would that Steve be like?) but I'm going to enjoy getting used to the feeling of attaining my dreams. So my question to you is - am I over the hump? Do I really get everything I want this lifetime? What are my odds?
Thanks!
Steve
Dear Steve,
The odds are excellent, but you were never going up hill, you were always going downhill. The illusion is the feeling of uphill or the feeling of struggle. It was never real. The reality of the design is that you are always, always traveling downhill toward your dreams. But sometimes, when you judge things to be wrong and wish that the conditions were different, you create resistance to what it is that you say you want, and that's when it feels like struggle to you.
From the beginning, you were cast into this physical environment on a trajectory toward those aspects of physical life you wanted to explore. Your life caused you to define preferences in the way you would explore it. You created desires (you're still creating them), but in the midst of the creation of these desires, you also wanted to plan out in very high detail exactly the manner in which your dreams would manifest. If things looked and felt like they were moving in the direction of what you wanted, you felt good about it. However, when things happened that seemed to be going wrong, or too slowly, or not as you envisioned, then you resisted it and called it bad, imperfect, or just not the way it is supposed to happen.
You can't know how things will unfold to bring you the most elegant manifestation of your desire. Your perspective is too limited. You don't have enough faith in all this hocus pocus. But what if you did? What if you really believed all this stuff? What if you just gave up on the struggle and relaxed into the ease of knowing? Then what would happen? Who knows? It might be easier that you think. We'd love to watch you allow all that you want to come. But can you become an allower rather than a doer and a judger? That's for you to decide.
The first step is to believe that everything is always working out for you. The second step is to see everything that is happening, that has happened, and that will happen as good for you specifically. The third step is to see no wrong in anything and from that stance understand that everything is right, you just can't see how right it is. So there we go again asking you to believe what you cannot see.
There is a version of you who is a match to what you want. That version is not the current you, it's a higher form of you. When you transition from the now Steve, to the newer Steve, you'll become a match and you'll recognize your desire when it arrives. The newer Steve will have a perspective that the current Steve does not possess. The perspective you have now is limited and thus you cannot see how it will all unfold. The change that must take place broadens this specific perspective to see this specific manifestation. You're in the process of moving from the old Steve to the new Steve. Just look how far you've come.
Now remember, the old Steve is not the bad Steve and the new Steve is not the good Steve. All versions of you are good and right. The universe was not bad a trillion years ago. Your child was not bad when she was a baby and good now that she's grown. It's just a different, more expanded version. It's all good. There's no rush to go from one version to another. You didn't ask your children to grow up faster, in fact, you wanted them to stay young longer. You don't want to rush your expansion either. You want to enjoy the current Steve while he's around, knowing that the new Steve will be more, but not better.
You are doing more wonderfully than you can imagine and we enjoy watching the progression of Steve.
Joshua
