Steve Question #21

 

Dear Joshua,

As we have been on this journey together, I have noticed that I have wider mood swings and life has become quite the roller coaster ride. I believe this is because as I change, certain "ways of being" are not serving me anymore and need to be shed, but since they are so much a part of me, this shedding process can manifest in some very emotional ways. I guess what I'm looking for from you is that when you take this path of enlightenment, anger and crying are as much a part of the process as feeling better and better overall. Because I have to admit, I've lost it lately on both the anger and depression side of the coin and feel anything but "enlightened" at these times. I know I am supposed to see everything as perfect no matter how it unfolds. So do I choose the path of the roller coaster because I like drama? Could others have a peaceful journey of enlightenment? Ultimately, am I creating my own path and choosing the "bumpy ride"?

Thanks!
Steve


Dear Steve,

Everything is right. Everything is right. Everything is right. There is no wrong anywhere in the universe. Anything perceived as wrong is simply the result of a limited perspective. Raise your perspective and everything changes.

When we say everything is right, we are including your "bumpy ride." If you think you would prefer a smooth ride, if you think this process to consciousness could be easier, it is simply because you do not have the perspective to see how this is working out in the most perfect and elegant way imaginable. From your limited perspective, it seems chaotic and you feel that you're not getting it right. But from our perspective, everything is working out just as it should. Let us illustrate this for you.

You are on the leading edge of the leading edge. You are entertaining thoughts that have never before been thought. You are in a unique position. You are on the frontier of thought and consciousness. People will look back at this time in your life and be amazed by the clarity of your questions given you had no one to follow. Others will be following you. Others will see how you progressed and will be able to find their own way. Your bumpy ride will smooth out their rides.

In the near future most people will understand the laws of the universe and the mechanism of physical reality. They will be taught these things at an early age. Most people will talk about what they want, not what they don't want. Most people will follow their passions and allow others to do what pleases them. Most people will deliberately create the reality they desire. These people will have many examples of alignment to follow. You have none.

You are paving a path that few have ever attempted. You can find few examples of alignment to emulate. You are on an island. Those around you, while they are moving toward alignment, are not up to speed with you. You are caught between the conscious and unconscious worlds. So would you agree that a little turbulence is normal? You are breaking through a barrier that separates clarity from confusion, love from fear, joy from disillusionment, hope from hopelessness. And, most importantly, you are in the very early stages of your own spiritual growth. You are just beginning to use your powers of creation deliberately. You are just starting your apprenticeship.

There is no end to your journey to discover and live as the highest version of you. Once you make it to one level of vibration, everything shifts and now there is another level to move towards. You are peeling an onion with infinite layers. You will always be growing, always be expanding and you will always be in a state where you perceive yourself to be in the lead.

Right now, as you are learning to feel good, to appreciate everything, to love unconditionally and to follow the guidance from within, you are feeling the effects of momentum. The life you have led up to this point was somewhat less conscious than you are now experiencing. It felt normal to sometimes feel bad. You observed the conditions and created from a reactionary stance. Now, however, you are thinking more deliberately. You have yet to break the habit of reaction, but that will come with practice. You are noticing when you don't feel good. You are noticing when you are not creating deliberately. You are noticing how things could have been better if you had simply looked at it from the higher perspective. This is why your ride is so bumpy.

There is nothing for you to do other than what you are currently doing. Keep meditating, keep asking questions, keep thinking, reach for the higher perspective, understand that everything is happening for your expansion and remember that everything is right.

You could not be doing better even if you think you could be.

Love,
Joshua

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