Isabelle Question #32

 

Hi Joshua,

I've been listening to older live podcasts and have received my answer to this question. I've also had my inner self answer it, but it is so curious to me. I've been writing a book since 2009 and this past Saturday I was sitting in my conference for Writers and suddenly felt that I didn't want to write the book any longer. The story that I have been working on for so many years felt different. I suddenly realized that I didn't want to write the story anymore. I didn't want to write about internal conflict and the reaction of my characters, finding it all so boring. It was odd, it didn't feel sad or anything but more like huh?.

Isis shared with me that it was just a path, that led me to where I was currently. It was a beautiful path and that path will always be available for me to walk on it again. Then they been giving me signs and communication for me to write my own story, the story of Isabelle. I sense some type of importance around it and yes, I am following the inspiration, but it is all so curious. I realize my creation has no reflection about me and to discontinue the young adult novel is perfectly fine. I find it amazing, curious and strange.

With Love,
A surprised student,
Isabelle

P.S. Does this mean I no longer sign up for Romance Writers of America?


Dear Isabelle,

The path of writing a story and being a writer led you to this moment in time. From here, with a raised vibration, you are ready to start off in the direction that you truly want. You can be the authentic version of Isabelle now. The Isabelle that started writing the old story no longer exists. What you were interested in back then is no longer interesting to this version of Isabelle. The work you have done was good and right and helped you come to this new level of awareness. That book was never to be, it was the process of writing, and discovering a style, and interacting with other writers, and learning more about writing that was your path. You can now abandon that story and start a story that will engage universal energies.

Imagine what that will be like. Imagine the energy you will feel flowing through your fingers. Imagine thoughts flowing nonstop in such a rapid pace that your fingers can hardly keep up. Imagine writing two, three, four or more pages a day. Imagine finishing a book in just a few weeks. Imagine the power as you read the words and the love energy flows through you. Can you just imagine that?

We suggest that you sit down and write. We think that you should just allow the thoughts to flow. We believe that it should be different this time. We want you to let it fly, don't give it a thought, don't judge it at all, don't attach any meaning to it, don't try to control it, and just write something every single day. In a few weeks you will have written many, many pages with many, many words. It will only be at the end of the pages that you will understand what you have written. If you try to figure it our before the last page has been written, you will try to control it.

All control comes from fear. If you feel the desire to control this book or your writing, you will do it from a place of fear. The fear will attract thoughts that resonate with the fear. If you are feeling doubt, you will attract thoughts of doubt. if you are feeling some attachment to a meaning, purpose, or even the quality of the writing, then you will attract thoughts that cause you to see things as wrong or not working out. Like everything else, your perspective is limited. You can't know how the story will end. You are simply jumping too many steps ahead. Just write without any attachment whatsoever. Just write because it's fun to write.

All books are channeled. All writer's block comes from fear. Allow the love to flow through your fingers as you type words and forget what the words mean. You might not yet be a perfect vibrational match to the words you are writing. You might not get the meaning as you are typing. But you are in the vibrational range of the ideas you will be conveying and you will come to understand them as soon as the pages are written. Don't worry about any of that. Don't think any farther ahead than the writing you will do for the day. Once the day's writing is over, forget all about it and start again tomorrow. One day you will type the final word and that story will be completed. The day after that, you get to start a new story.

With our love,
We are Joshua

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